Sunday, January 3, 2016

TIMED SERVED © iv

No war story 
but no guts no glory
I had done the time ..well as much of it deemed necessary 
Day began with preparing for scheduled court appearance to be either accepted or rejected for an intervention ...early release into the community program 
ISP (Intense Supervised Parole)
Known in lesser skeptic circles as a set-up something like 1 out  of 10 get approved 3 out of 10 complete.
Side note I was also on the transport list that same morning  for a halfway house placement
Rule that out sorry can't occupy two places at the same time and my mind hadn't occupied that option.
I don't gamble period...had already 
lived with too many risk,so I don't play odds...I play favor what else was there?
I prayed and believed I had favor.
Prison Guard was inspiring he was hesitant not so eager to shackle me up as we had a pickup at a maximum security prison.
I was on do whatever it takes.
Prison Guard offered input to assertive not passive yet avoid being arrogant...humility is key.
First time I was physically shackled in 4 months. Mind was stayed on freedom. I was being warehoused
in a medium-minimum  security State facility near Wildwood N.J.
Full minimum status translates
eligible for campus style..work release and low risk population.
Every positive sign of flexibility 
made breathing easier.
Tension was ever present a Prison Guard was killed so militarized efforts were noticeable.
Mass movement was considered a calculated risk factor with closer monitoring.
Other Prisoners remember less restrictions in their past prison stays.
My exact thoughts were focused on this being my first and last time.
See this wasn't arrest,detained. this right here was doing prison time.
Crime committed...convicted.
Official status time being served day by day.
One day at a time...just a moment to breathe. "I know discipline" kqs

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